Fucking Life

24 05 2008

There will come a point in your Life….

alone

When you will get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything……

It’s not giving up…

It’s just a realization that you don’t need certain people and all of their fucking drama…

loving soneone takes an extra miles. We can’t say we love someone if we can’t even show it..

Often times, Our actions reveal the way we feel. But word? They are sometimes empty…

Now i know why some people get themselves drunk….
It’s not because they just want get wasted….

but it’s because they wanna escape each killing moment they spend every fucking night…..

think about what’s happening with their damn life… of cox they didn’t forget their problems…

Atleast… they didn’t spend the night crying themselves to sleep….

“isn’t self- preservation funny thing?? you avoid getting hurt at all costs

Only to end you hurting the ones you think will hurt you first… life is great…. It’s fucking Complicated…

We always ask if there’s still hope left or if there’s still time….

but we never realize that HOPE only leaves when we doubt it…

& TIME only runs out the moment we give up…..

some people have many lovers running after them…

some people have so much people like tat it gets hard to be serious….

But you know that i have learned? that someone suddenly comes into your life doesn’t have to be good looking as your exe’s….

Nor as not a model… he doesn’t have to be all that… so they say
” you don’t need many, you only need one who loves and care for you…. so don’t risk the person whom you least expect might be the person who will make you happy…

Never risk what you can’t affort to lose

leave someone. you have that right. but that least you can do is tell them why??

Because whats even worse, what’s even more painful than being abandoned is knowing your not  even worth an explanation…

It’s hard to wait for something you might not happen….
But it’s harder to give up when you know….

It’s everything you ever wanted… it’s funny why people always fall… but what happens when they got hurt? It’s a fucking drama…..





Fade to black

23 05 2008





Fade to Black

23 05 2008
Live it seems, will fade away

Drifting further every day

Getting lost within myself

Nothing matters no one else

I have lost the will to live

Simply nothing more to give

There is nothing more for me

Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be

Missing one inside of me

Deathly lost, this Can t be real

Cannot stand this hell I feel

Emptiness is filling me

To the point of agony

Growing darkness taking dawn

I was me, but now he 's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's too late

No, I can't think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed

Death Greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye